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My Endless Euphoria

 Quite nostalgic as it is, as I stare into the wilderness of your eyes, I vividly see my euphoria.  Trillions of stars aligned as your lips formed a smile. Asking you to hold me the way the sky held the unnumbered stars since the beginning of time: unafraid of forever.  Your smile,  Your laugh, Your eyes, Your whisper, Your smell,  Your breath, Your snore, is my reason why. Why I smile, Why I laugh, Why I cry, Why I wanted to listen, Why I badly sniffing you, Why I breathe, and why I wanted to sleep and wake up beside you. Cause you are, and will always be my endless euphoria. 

Isagani at Paulita Gomez

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  Minsang sinabi ni Isagani kay Paulita Gomez ang mga katagang: Bago kita nakilala, ang dagat na iyon ay ang aking daigdig,  ang aking kahiwagaan,  ang aking pag-ibig  ang aking mga pangarap. Ngunit nakita kita,  inibig kita. At sa mga bakasyon iyon, ay naramdaman ko na tila may kulang. Ang gubat ay malungkot. Ang ilog ay mapanglaw. Ikaw ang kulang...

Sina Elias at Salome

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  Elias at Salome - Google Search Binasa ko ang huling bahagi ng Elias at Salome sa aklat na Noli Me Tangere.  Ang kubong ito ang magpapagunita sa iyo tungkol saakin.  Dito ka matulog, sa tinulugan ko at pinangarapan. Sa gayon, ay parang kasama mo na rin ako. Kumislap ang mga mata ni Elias ngunit saglit lamang. Kumawala sa pagkakahawak kay Salome at umalis Inihatid siya ng mga tingin ni Salome, tanaw ang mga hakbang at yabag papalayo.

Sunnies

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            The smallest thing warms the heart.           And this one really melts mine.           Seeing these golden-yellow flowers makes my heart skip a beat.      I have no doubt that they are truly God’s creation because they are too wonderful.  Sun-kissed and warm hugs make me feel more welcome to come. An uncomfortable seat in a long drive makes it harder but seeing the beauty of these golden yellow flowers makes the travel worthwhile.           I’m really happy to be able to witness the beautiful sunflowers planted on the brown blessed soil. They truly have to be so proud as they were raising up in the sky following the rays of the flaming sun. The remaining jewels may not be that perfect, but the happiness they brought to me is priceless.      I   am willing to take more sunburn and tiring days just to see the beau...

Nagcarlan Underground Cemetery

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  "Tomb underground in Nagcarlan" or Nagcarlan's Underground Cemetery is a National historical landmark supervised by the National Historical Commission. I really can't believe that I saw this very historical place. I was like an old principalia lady walking around the Baroque style establishment wearing the traditional Maria Clara while holding a beautiful paraguas and abanico. It's very nostalgic indeed. I wanted to burst into tears because of the vast happiness the place brought me. Every brick and corners of the cemetery witnessed the changes in our history. On how people manage to stand even if they fall. On how they fought for the independence and on how do they achieved it. As I was walking, I was shocked by the scenery that the orange-brown ruin complimented to the clear blue sky. It was very magnificent it was like seeing it through a high-definition camera that doesn't need any filter to make it more beautiful. It is naturally fascinating. Maybe be...

Dear Future Husband

          Hey there! Did you know that I am struggling now for having a dark life? I'm drowning in love with the wrong person. I gave him the love that I know no one can do to him. But he still hurting me unintentionally. But it's okay, it is my preparation so that if we meet sooner or later I will be well prepared to be hurt.  You will be my favorite place when my mind is searching for peace. You will be my sanctuary, my home. You will be my journal for this wonderful journey of ours. You will be my anchor when my ship began to sink, you will be my north star when I am missing.  When will you meet me, when will I see you?  You're going to be the person who'll be adding colors to my dark life You will be the person that one smile will definitely away. I want to lose myself with you and I want to find myself wanting to be lost without you. You will be the sun and I am the moon, we will never collide but there are moments called Twilight and...

To the one I loved the most

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You are the kind of man who I will search for a thousand lifetimes just to find and love you again. You are the kind of man who will teach me a life lesson and so with love. You are the kind of man who will do crazy stuff just to give me smiles. You are the kind of man who will do everything just to see the smiles you gave to me. You are the man who deserves all the efforts in the world because you made me feel all the love I needed to be happy. You are the kind of man I will cherish 'till the rest of the day. You are the first thought in the morning so with last in the night. You are enough to be the woman's everything. You are definitely the reason why I smile every single time. You gave me so much reason to be frown yet you gave me so much to be happier.  It's not because I'm happy with you but I'm happy with you. You gave me so much to live on.  You help me to be the best version of myself. You became the person who I want to be with. You are the reason for eve...