My Endless Euphoria

 Quite nostalgic as it is, as I stare into the wilderness of your eyes, I vividly see my euphoria. 

Trillions of stars aligned as your lips formed a smile. Asking you to hold me the way the sky held the unnumbered stars since the beginning of time: unafraid of forever. 

Your smile, 

Your laugh,

Your eyes,

Your whisper,

Your smell, 

Your breath,

Your snore,

is my reason why.

Why I smile,

Why I laugh,

Why I cry,

Why I wanted to listen,

Why I badly sniffing you,

Why I breathe,

and why I wanted to sleep and wake up beside you.

Cause you are, and will always be my endless euphoria. 



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